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“I Love You….Arent you going to kiss me?” My breath cut through the suffocating midnight like wildfire, my heart clinging to whatever pride I still claimed my own. Not even five minutes before, I lay tangled up with you in the middle of the floor, and now, I had every excuse waiting on the tip of my tongue to beg you not to leave.

“Not after those words.” I could’ve stayed there all night waiting in between you and the open car door, but, your cold voice shook me back a few feet. Knowing you wouldn’t look me in the eyes, even if I was nose to nose with you, I turned, hopelessly digging through my pckets for my lighter. I would’ve stopped to inhale the moon as the engine of your car rung through my ears. I would’ve wished on the first star I saw hanging above me. But, step by step my feet followed each other until I was safely in my empty apartment, knowing in a few minutes you would be home to your life, and I would be rolling around in my bed alone wishing you were breathing next to me.

I’m full of excuses it seems, and run on sentances.